เนื้อเพลง chaotic - Tate McRae

I have this paralyzin' fear that I'll maybe go nowhere

But God forbid me ever admittin' I could be scared

And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothin' in common

But bein' lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

You said it looks like I've been goin' through hell (hell)

 How did you know? How could you tell?

Ask me to explain myself… Well

I'm tryin' my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changin' would be this exhaustin'

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him

It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts

Who knew that wantin' someone could ever make me this desperate?

Don't think I'll do that again, and, oh-ooh

You said it looks like I've been goin' through hell (hell)

 How did you know? How could you tell?

You ask me to explain myself… Well

I'm tryin' my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changin' would be this exhaustin'

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

And maybe I'm just blowin' all this shit up in my head

 But I can't help it, no, I can't help it

Foolin' myself thinking that I'll never love again

 Goddamn, I felt it, I really felt it

Maybe I'm just blowin' all this shit up in my head

 But I can't help it, no, I can't help it

Spendin' too much time on things I know that I'll forget

But damn I felt it

I'm tryin' my best here to be brutally honest

Nobody said changin' would be this exhaustin'

A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick

How could you blame me?